Okay, let's get to the thing. Hmm, today. Important day. I was thinking should I send you a message last night or not. Obviously I decided not to, cause what I have to say to you it's too long for a text message. I didn't know how to start this essay and I was thinking all night long how to do this, and I decided to begin with two words we have forbidden to each other.
Thank you for all the memories we created together, for all the kisses and hugs that made my heart beat faster, for all the words that made me feel better and for all the moments u made me feel special and loved. Thank you for all your patient you had for me. For all the times you stood by me. Thank you for forgiving me every time I messed things up. And a huge thank you for loving me even though I made it so hard.
Than, I have to say, I'M SORRY!
I'm sorry for all those moments that took away smile from you face. For all those moments I acted bad and made you sad. For all the moments I ruined with my silly behavior. For all those moments we should spend together and we didn't.
Than, I must say, I LOVE YOU!
I love you because you are the last thing that crosses my mind when I go to sleep. Because, no matter what happens your message is the one that cheers me up when I'm sad. Because your hug make me feel safe and your kisses wake up butterfly's in my stomach every time all over again. Thank you because you are the one who has my heart inside his hands and I know you r keeping it safe. Most of all, I love you because you love me. And I made is so hard to love me. But you still do. Honestly I don't know why, but you just do. And that make me love you even more every day, every hour and every minute. I know that we are getting closer to the end of our story, but what I also know is that won't be the reason to love you less, to forget about you or to move on any time soon. It will happen what is meant to happen, and I'm okay with that. You made my life better. You made me better. And, I really hope, that somewhere deep inside I will have my place, hidden, like you have yours in mine. So baby, today is your day. You are not my baby anymore. Now, you are my MAN. I wish you from the bottom of my heart all your wishes and dreams to come true. Actually, not all. Because, than you won't have anything to dream about or to wish, but only amount of dreams and wishes that will keep you happy and satisfy.
Happy Birthday, habibi. ANA BA7EBAK!
Rundo agreed with me, I read him this message, just so you know.